aaaaaaauuuuugggghhhhh!!!!!!!!

Today is July 19, 2010. It is our son's 3 month Birthday, and I'm having to look at him with his ET Tube still in place. For those of you that don't know what an ET Tube is, this is the tube that they put down your throat to help you breath. We were really hoping that today we would be loosing that darn thing, but they are reasuring me that it just takes time. Though he's been breathing over that machine for at least the last three to four days. They all start to run together when you start to spend this much time in a hospital.
We did loose all three of our chest tubes today. I guess I should be thankful that we are at least moving in a positive direction. I just really miss holding our son, as well as Chad does too. He is such a great father to our son. Chas, lights up everytime he hears his fathers voice. Chad, had daddy duty this past weekend, and he did it without a fight. This is when you get to sit at the hospital and just wait, because there is nothing else that you can do. I am truely blessed to have found him.